::: Year 2009 :::

Hi guys. its the end of year 2008 ler.
Alot of things have happend on me and around the world.

Year 2009 is starting in last then a few hours.
I like to wish my friends.

A Happy New Year
and
World Peace!

::: 和世界面对面 :::

当一个人陷入苦境是，
他们是这么样渡过的呢？

是你的话，你又会这么办呢的？

找回自己的纯真，
或许是个答案吧。

::: End of Fiscal Mth End :::

Woot! Finally its the end of our company Fiscal mth.
Was really shag out by those licenses.
Didn't really have enough rest throught the whole week.

But one good thing is... I have extra money!
Yeah!!!
Coz we got compansate by the company for our hard work.
Hehehe!!

Can't wait to get the money sia!

::: Gift Exchange :::

Hehehe.
Today we have a gift exchange party in  my office.
Puppy exchange gift with my colleagues!
And i got a bear bear in return!
Woot!

This are my working colleague.
From Left - Right.
1st row: Amy, Marge, Jenna, Gio (Sitting)
2nd row: Jasmine, Elaine, Me, SiowPeng, Eamon

LoLx.

Wish you guys have a 

Merry Christmas
&
A
Happy New Year!!

::: Expressing Myself :::

Since young, i have problem expressing myself.

When people ask me:
"Do you have any question?"
"Do you understand?"

My answer to them:
"......."
"Orh. Okie Okie. Understood."

When i face with family problem...
My parents will become very aggressive in penalzing me.
They always like to compare me with my brothers and relatives.

I AM WHO I AM.

Why always compare?
Doesn't that know that, when they always do that.
It will really hurt my feeling...
Sometimes, it can be really depressing....

Again... I didn't express myself.
Why?
Because if i express myself,
They think that i'm retorting back to them, don't respect them.
So.....
I just keep quiet and let them verberally abuse me.
Afterall, i've gotten used to it ler...

Wrtting a blog helps me to relieve some of my agony.
Only from writing blog, i can totally express my feeling.

Talking is not a thing for me.
I don't talk much.

As i'm not a person who knows how to express myself....

::: Long Week Ahead :::

Will be working from today (Saturday 20/12/2008)
to next week (Friday 26/12/2008).
Even X'mas Eve and X'mas i have to work...
Will be farking tiring sia.

::: Making Restitution :::

Jikogu Shoujo:
"What is your wish?"

Puppy:
"......"

Jikogu Shoujo:
"If you enter into a contract with me, 
the one you seek revenge upon shall be taken immediately to hell. 

However....

If i deliver yout revenge, I must have you make restitution to me.

When one person is cursed, two graves are dug.

If you accept the contract, thy soul shall fall into the pit of hell.

Well, that's after you die."

Puppy:
"I don't mind going to hell..."

Jikogu Shoujo:
"Wanyuudou..."

Wanyuudou:
"Yes, Miss."

Jikogu Shoujo:
"Take It.

If you truely wish to eliminate your antagonist,
you must untie that red string.

If you remove the string, you shall offically
enter into a contract with me."

After taken the straw doll  from Jikogu Shoujo....

I pull the red string...

And..

I heard something....

"I hear and deliver this vengeance."

From that day on.... My chest has the contract of Jikogu Shoujo.

::: How Do I Live Without You :::

It's another rainy day.



I miss you dearly meow...

::: 我的圣诞节 :::

今年的圣诞节，我会在公司渡过。
因为圣诞节的整个礼拜，使我们的部门Ｆｉｓｃａｌ　Ｍｏｎｔｈ　Ｅｎｄ。
所以就算是公共假期，我们都得回来上班。

ＯｈＭｙ天啊！
没天理啊！

夭寿啦！

Ｍｙ圣诞节！
就这样完蛋了！！

::: 向日葵 :::

昨天，跟我的同事到Tiong Bahru Market吃午餐。
吃饱之后就到楼下的湿巴刹走走。
当我和我的同事走到了一间花店时，同事建议买些花朵回去摆在桌上。
同事们都选买玫瑰花，而我呢。
就卖了一朵向日葵。

我最喜欢得花就是向日葵。
应为它开得很灿烂。
当我看着它时，我的心情会变得很开心。

向日葵
真的好美丽喔。

::: 东窗事发 :::

刚刚，猫猫跟我说他的两位姐姐都知道狗狗跟猫猫的关系了。

狗狗只想让猫猫的两位姐姐知道。
我和猫猫经历了很多波折与伤痛，
才能够在一起。

狗狗，在此，向猫猫的两位姐姐保证。
狗狗会好好的爱惜猫猫，会好好疼惜猫猫的。

狗狗不会让猫猫再次受到伤害。
狗狗只会给猫猫无限的爱。

::: Family Problems @ Home :::

Recently, my bf is facing some family problems at his home.
He is the only boy at home and he has 2 sisters.
But her mum really dote on my bf.
My bf sisters never got jealous and also dote on him too.

But, there is a problem.....

His mum is really trying to control his life.
His mum is over protecting his only son.
Which result in....
That my bf have no chance to see the world.

Not that its not good to protect my bf.
But over protecting is not good...

“弟，妈不是要绑你，你知道的。
她只是很疼你，很担心你在外头发生事情。
刚才爸讲了些难听的话，所以她才激动，
哭了起来”

Translation:
"Brother, mum is not trying to control you.
You know it.
She really dotes on you,
afraid that bad things happend to you.
Just now dad said something which aggitate her.
So she cried...."

The above conversation was between him and his 2nd sister.

Sometime i wonder if our parents really love us?

Don't they want to see you to be independent.
And be sucessful in life?

How they want to control our life?

To protect us?

::: 失眠的一夜 :::

在十一点多的时候，发了最后一个sms给猫猫就去睡了。
可是。。我一直躺在床上，翻来覆去。
怎样都睡不着。
什么原因，狗狗真的不知道喔。

在这漫长的夜里,躺在床上，
遥望着窗外那暗暗的夜晚。
有种莫名的感觉涌进心里。。
让狗狗感觉怪怪的。

要怎样形容呢，狗狗也没办法形容。
就是感觉怪怪的。

现在已经是凌晨六点了。
可是狗狗还没有睡觉的感觉。

夜，真的好静啊。

::: 汪财和招财中4D了 :::

莫一天，狗狗跟猫猫一起出去逛逛街。
走到了NTUC，进去兜了一圈。
看到买TOTO和4D的奎台。
然后，我就问猫猫要不要买猫猫跟狗狗的岁数。
我们纯粹只是抱着好玩的心情去买的。
谁知道。。。

我们买的号码2126。。
开了入围。

我们中了$Xxx.xx。
你们猜猜看我们中了多少呢。
呵呵呵。。。

::: 阳光总在风雨后 ::::

好久好久没有update我的部落格了。
最近发生了好多好多的事情，让狗狗措手不及。
让狗狗感到精疲力尽。
好想放弃所有的一切，跑到一个没有人能找到狗狗的地方。

可是，一切都过去了。

狗狗跟猫猫的故事，
经历了很多波折，经历了很多伤心，快乐的时光。

现在，

狗狗跟猫猫
会继续说我们的故事。

继续把我们的故事写在部落格里。

::: 下着雨的早晨 :::

下着雨的早晨，让人是多么的伤感啊。
活到了这把年纪，我的人生还被我的父母控制。
我就像他们手里的棋子，任由他们摆布。
于是，我决定了。
我决定搬出来一个人住。
我决定来个先斩后奏。搬出去了再跟他们说。
可是，当他们知道后。
他（我爸爸）就对我说。。。。

“你看你，一个好好的家，给你搞到这样。
这样你开心啦！
整天都做这种东西，搞到我们都烦。“

这句话，是我的爸爸载我上班的时候对我说的。
当我听到这句话时，我那内心的痛。
是你们无法想象的。
痛。。
真的是好痛啊。。。

::: 一份真挚的爱 :::

"曾经有一份真挚的感情放在我面前，
我没有珍惜，
等我失去后才后悔莫及。
人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。
如果上天能给我一个再来一次的机会，
我会对那个女孩子说三个字：
我爱你。
如果非要在这份爱上加上一个期限，
我希望是：
一万年。"

"为了你我放弃了我的身份，你知道的。

在那十一月份的时候，

我公布了我不是 str8 的事实，

也跟大家说了我爱你"

"为了你我可以牺牲很多，包括可能失去父母。

我不知道，我只觉得，能够和你在一起，

保护你，你保护我，我们生活愉快、幸福；

哪怕有一天沦落到两个人都要睡街边，

有你在身旁，我都愿意。"

"只要你开心，我就幸福。

我真的真的希望你可以开心度过每一天，

还有一个人在你身后支持你走下去。"

猫猫，狗狗想让你知道。
狗狗会用我一身的爱去保护你，爱惜你。
不会再让你受到委屈。

::: 搬家 :::

昨天帮朋友搬家。
也帮他布置他的家具。
还帮他打扫房间。
害的狗狗一直打喷嚏。
狗狗的皮鼻子超敏感。
稍微有一点灰尘，狗狗就会马上打喷嚏。

好累好累喔。
当狗狗回到家时，已经是凌晨三点多了。

好想猫猫喔。。。

::: 下雨的一天 :::

刚才跟猫猫一起到红山游泳池去抱一抱水。
猫猫真的好怕水喔，他不敢把正个放放近水里去。
猫猫真的很可爱喔。

好开心喔。
狗狗好幸福喔。

这首歌，点给猫猫听。
希望猫猫会喜欢喔。
爱你猫猫。

::: 让我带你走出去吧 :::

“狂风暴雨的那天，我躲到屋檐下避雨雨过天晴后，

我却还站在屋檐下我不敢走出来，

我不敢走更远我怕走出来，

一时之间找不到避雨的地方被淋湿了，

那怎么办？

狗狗，你可以带我走出来吗？”

猫猫，不管下多大的雨。

不管太阳有多晒。

狗狗都会撑把伞，和猫猫一起走出去。

狗狗，不会在让猫猫自己一个人避雨了。

::: 累累的狗狗 :::

好想个睡觉喔。

昨晚一直在床上翻来覆去，就是睡不着。

看了看手提电话，已经是凌晨两点多了。

可是，狗狗就是睡不着。

好悃啊。。

好想睡觉喔。。。

::: 给猫猫的朋友 :::

给猫猫的朋友。
谢谢你们一路来对猫猫的照顾与关怀。

是你们让我这只没用的狗狗醒过来。

让我这只字自私自利的狗狗从错误中醒过来。

各位朋友们，我再此发誓。

我绝不会再让猫猫在伤心，

决不许会在让猫猫受到任何委屈。

请你们相信狗狗多一次。

狗狗会带给猫猫幸福的。。。

::: Old Blog Is Gone :::

Was trying to post something on my blog when i accidently press del button.

There's goes all my old blogs liao.

All the things i have wrote is all now gone.

Now i have to re-write again.