::: 维他奶的部落格 :::

::: Happy 2012 :::

2012-01-03T19:37:00.003+08:00

Hi guys!

Its been a long time since i have update my blog! Hahahaha!

Has been using Face Book now a days and totally forgot about my blog!

Some updates in Year 2011:-

1) Have finally received my Alessandro XVIII costume.

2) Have wore my costume to AFA 2011 (held in Suntec City Convention Hall (Singapore) / Comic Fiesta 2011 (held in KLCC - Kuala Lumpur).

Also i will be attending some cosplay event in Year 2012:-

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1) Cosfest X.2
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Date: 25 - 26 February 2012
Venue: Pasir Ris - Downtown East
Country: Singapore
Attending: Confirmed

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2) Anime Fiesta 2012
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Date: 30 March - 01 April 2012
Venue: KLCC
Country: Malaysia - Kuala Lumpur
Attending: KIV

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3) Cosfest X.2.2
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Date: ? July 2012
Venue: Pasir Ris - Downtown East
Country: Singapore
Attending: Confirmed

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4) STGCC 2012
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Date: 01 - 02 September 2012
Venue: Marina Bay Sand (MBS)
Country: Singapore
Attending: Confirmed

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5) Anime Festival Asia 2012 (AFA)
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Date: ? November 2012
Venue: Suntec City Convention Hall (Singapore)
Country: Singapore / Indonesia / Thailand
Attending: KIV

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6) Comic Fiesta 2012 (CF)
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Date: ? December 2012
Venue: KLCC
Coutry: Malaysia
Attending: KIV

Ok, i think thats all for the update now.

Will update more if i have any! Hahaha!

Also will try to post some cosplay pics here when i have time!

Till then, stay well and see you guys around! ="3

::: New Cosplay Costume :::

2011-05-04T22:08:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Finally got my approval from my Dar Dar to buy this costume!

This is Alessandro XVIII, a character from an anime called "Trinity Blood".

Other than being the Pope of Vatican, Alessandro is from the highest ranking noble family in Rome.

Can't wait to get hold of the costume! Yeah!! Hahaha!

::: A型血, B型血, AB型血 and O型血分别是四个个性鲜明的小人 :::

2011-03-27T01:00:00.001+08:00

漫画中，A型血、B型血、AB型血和O型血分别是四个个性鲜明的小人。来找找属于你的小人吧！

开车的时候……

::: Cosplay :::

2010-11-27T22:11:00.006+08:00

Today, me and my friends (无名氏 & Wes) attend an cosplay event held by SGcafe at Scape Park (beside cineleisure).

Lots of people have attended the event and there are really lots of cool cosplay around!

And lots of Hatsune Miku around too! Wahaha! ><" Below are some pictures taken at the event (taken by my younger brother):-

Firefox (left) / Me (right)
Cute!

Me (left) / Firefox (right)

Wes (left) - Ragnarok Monk / Me (right) - D-Grey Men

Wes using weapon to attack me and i've blocked it with psychic power ="3

无名氏 - Dress as the Character of a game called "Assassin Creed"

::: 安静物语 :::

2010-10-27T12:28:00.004+08:00

我总是喜欢安静，从还是小孩子起就是这样。

安安静静的，不主动接近烦扰，平和的生活。

安静是我安身立命的东西，喧闹对我而言非常困难。

所以，我总是在角落里，没人关注，也没想得到太多关注。

安静让我快乐，内心的平静让我可以学会忘记，生活的平淡给了我许多美好的经历。

我的人生本来就是很平淡的，我从容的干好属于我的事情。

因为有人对我说过：“不要为明日担忧，今天要发生什么还尚且不”

安静的生活，对我来说，

很好！

::: 明天的我依然会微笑 :::

2010-09-21T13:36:00.004+08:00

躺在床上，用手不停的用力揉着太阳穴

习惯性的偏头痛袭击着我。

桌上放着一杯冰水止痛片，我却没去碰它们，

闭上眼睛，感受着疼痛带给我的压力。

我以习惯了折磨自己，

冰冷得手上突然感觉到温软。

原来是滚烫的泪水。

我已为自己早已没有眼泪了。

::: 没有如果 :::

2010-09-20T21:30:00.003+08:00

如果这世界没有伤痛，

那该有多好啊。

::: 懒洋洋的狗狗 :::

2010-09-09T13:48:00.003+08:00

就近都没有update我的部落格。

各位还安然无恙吧？

有时候，我想放慢脚步走走。

看看这个世界。

可是，

总是有一个不明的压力，

一直把我推向前，

一定要我把这个路程走完。

活在这个都市里，

真的让人有点沮丧。

真想快点离开这里，

到一个无忧无虑的地方安定下来。

或许

总有一天，

我的愿望能实现吧。

::: Welcome To My Life :::

2010-08-18T09:44:00.004+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy

But I'm not gonna be ok!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like

What it's like!

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

::: 有的时候:::

2010-08-18T09:05:00.002+08:00

有时候活着只是个样子
就像树叶永远变不成花朵

有时候努力却得不到结果
仿若上紧发条却不响的闹钟

有时候心情遭遇莫名的脆弱
恰如一株害羞草被人碰了一下

有时候活得像自己倒不如活得像别人
似乎只有这样才能走近别人

有时候突然觉得梦想好远
因为我的梦想是去南极
它真的很远,
还好它终究是梦想,而不是理想.....

有时候梦想着风有颜色
但他们说这不是梦想,而是幻想
梦想是还有可能成真的
幻想是根本不可能的

有时候沉默就是自己与自己在沟通
自己悄无声息的把那心灵的空洞填满

有时候天天都在重新活
但天天都活的一样

终于明白为什么会这

::: 台湾行 :::

2010-05-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah! 猫猫的考试即将完毕。

也有公司聘请猫猫到他们的公司做工。

呵呵呵！

有可能猫猫跟狗狗八月底或九月头回到台湾旅行。

Hmm... 到台湾哪里呢？

台北？台南？花莲？高雄？

现在开始要省钱来筹备我们的旅费。

到台湾五天四夜游。

::: 遥望无际的天空 :::

2010-03-15T18:20:00.003+08:00

看着这张相片，
让我想起那蓝蓝的天空。

很久很久没到海边了。
很久很久没听到海声了。

蓝蓝的天空，
蓝蓝的大海。

我哭了。

::: 泪 :::

2010-02-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

听着 Avril Lavigne the 歌， Innocence.

我落泪了。

像断了珍珠的线，眼泪一直不停的落下。

我又哭了。

这次不是因为受到委屈，或者是被误会。

因为

我是个没用的老婆。

没办法帮我的老公的忙。

没办法帮他减轻压力。

我好恨我自己。。。

好恨啊。。

::: Innocence :::

2010-02-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

Waking up I see that everything is ok

The first time in my life and now it's so great

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed

I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

This innocence is brilliance

I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect

Please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear

The first time in my life and now it's so clear

Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here

It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance

Makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance

Please don't go away

Cus I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

::: 委屈 :::

2010-02-15T10:33:00.003+08:00

我感到

很

委屈

::: 新年快乐 :::

2010-02-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hi 各位！

你们都还好吧～

好久都没 update 我的部落格了。

因为就近都很忙，没时间做其他的东西。

真的是很抱歉喔！

新的一年即将到来。

得送走牛小弟并且即将迎来虎大哥。

在此,

小弟我祝各位

身体健康

万事如意

岁岁平安

虎年行大运!

::: Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year :::

2009-12-25T19:48:00.003+08:00

再多几天就要迎接新的一年了。
28/12/09 到 01/01/2010 我都会做工。
因为我们公司的 Fiscal Month End 就在那个礼拜。
所以就得回去工作了。

新的一年的第一天就得做工，真的是几多衰的!
可是有一天的 Off Day 可以拿。应该算还好吧。呵呵呵！

是时候想一想我的 New Year Resolution了吧。
Hmm.....　想，想，想。。。。

明年的　New　Year　Resolution:-

１）减去我的体重到７５公斤
（有可能吗？呵呵呵）

２）尽量吃少一点
（那更不可能。哈哈哈）

３）多做些运动
（有希望）

ＯＫ　Ｌａｈ。到目前为止我只有这三个愿望。
希望可以完成他们喔！

再此，
祝各位：

HaPpY　NeW　YeAr　２０１０

::: Fun Day Out on 28/11/2009 :::

2009-11-29T21:32:00.004+08:00

Hehehe. Yesterday i really enjoyed myself! Me, my bf and my colleague, Ms. Amy Boo had a fun day out!

Here is roughly our timeble of the day! Hehehe ><

8.00am - 8.30am
Wake up + Simple breakfast

8.30am - 8.45am
Prepare to leave house to meet Ms. Boo

8.45am - 9.00am
Reach Hereen and had breakfast at Macdonald
(Sauage Egg Muffin Meal)

9.00am - 10.00am
Arrival of Ms. Boo and had breakfast with her at Kopitiam @ Youth Park (Scape)

10.00am - 10.10am
Registering for the AFA (Worlds Aids Day Walk)
*decided not to attend the walk, so we run off*

10.10am - 12.30pm
Hanging around in Takashimaya
*bought a froggie for my bf*
*bought sashimi and ate it*

12.30pm - 4.15pm
Me went to QB House for a hair cut
Hanging around PS for High Tea to start
*went to 老北京 (Lao BeiJing - LBJ) for High Tea Buffet*
*Things we ate at LBJ - 小笼包，炸酱面，旦旦面，烧卖，干炒伊面，龙眼杏仁豆腐，西洋菜蜜汁水 and many more others!*

4.15pm - 6.15pm
Roaming aimlessly around in Bugis area to wait for movie to start

6.15pm - 9.20pm
Walking aimlessly in Marina Square. Then heads over to Esplanade for a cup of tea.

9.20pm - 11.55pm
Watching Movie "2012" at Golden Village

11.55pm - 1.am
After movie, walk to Maxwell Maket and have supper
*Things we ate - Ba Chor Mee (MeeKia/dry/chilli), Ba Chor Mee (MeePok/Dry), Mee Tai Mu (dry/chilli)*

:::: Vibram FiveFinger (Sprint)

2009-09-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hehehe.

Recently bought this Vibram FiveFinger Sprint.

I must say that its very nice to wear.

Though it cost $189.00 (quite costly)

But its worth it!

::: 爱美 :::

2009-08-20T20:10:00.002+08:00

“爱美（暧昧）让人受尽委屈”

呵呵呵！很可爱的喔！

::: Sun Rise :::

2009-07-07T04:01:00.004+08:00

A picture taken by a friend of mine from Deviant Art

I find this picture rather nice as the sun has just rise up.

The breaking of the dawn makes me feel....

Happy ^^

::: Update :::

2009-06-14T20:18:00.003+08:00

已经很久没update我的部落格了。
大家都还好吗？

这几个月一直忙于工作。
忙到头昏眼花。呵呵呵！

对了！
八月的十号到十三号，我会和猫猫到云顶玩！

超开心的喔！

::: Ragnarok :::

2009-05-16T08:48:00.003+08:00

Hehehe.

Nowadays me is busy playing Ragnarok ReBirth!

Its a cool game to play!

::: 一群乌合之众 :::

2009-04-16T16:48:00.004+08:00

I have been chatting / talking to evil people on MSN.

They are just truely evil.

They have problem with their own relationship,
and they still want to get involve in other people relationship.

No wonder they have problems in the first place,
cause they can't slove their fucking own problem!

If You Are The Person I'm Refering Too,
And If You Are Reading This Blog Now,

YES!

I MEANT YOU!!

YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

Perhaps you should also be
BURN and ROT in HELL!

::: Smile :::

2009-04-14T10:12:00.004+08:00

Life is like a boat sailing in the big open sea.

You never know when is the storm coming.

And when the storm did come....

Do we have the capability to overcome the stormy weather?

*** Sleepy Sleepy Day ***

::: Standing :::

2009-04-11T15:50:00.003+08:00

Right Now.
At This Point of Time, Where I'm Typing My Blog.
I'm Standing In The Rain.

Yes. I'm Standing In The Rain Right Now.

Its been a long time that i have done that.
Standing in the rain.

The feeling.....
All my feelings and emotions has been wash away by the rain.

Perhaps i should have done this long time ago.
No need to wait until now then stand in the rain.

The Thunder.

The Lightning.

The Rain.....

::: Rainy Rainy Day :::

2009-04-11T12:41:00.002+08:00

It has been raining for the past few days.

And its not normal rain fall.

Its Thunderstorm.

Thunder Strike, Lightning Flashes.

The kind that puppy really don't like....

Pup got scared out of my pup's tail when thunder strike.

There was no one there for me when thunder strike.

There was no one there for me when the lightning flashes.

Hiding under my trusty old blanket and cover myself with my
pillow ready does the trick.

At least i'm not that scared where i can't see the lightning flashes,
or hear the thunder strike.

::: Funeral :::

2009-04-10T16:08:00.002+08:00

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Television Ad: By Ministry of Community.

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When i first saw this clip on FaceBook, i thought it was juz another random clip.

But after i have watch finish the whole clip.... I Cried.

It was one of the nicest clip that i have ever watch.

It has alot of meaning in this short clip.

Nobody is perfect. But the inprefect make somebody...

::: 幸福的笑容 :::

2009-04-09T06:48:00.002+08:00

看着你的笑容

顿时间

我感到很幸福

谢谢你

谢谢你带给我的美好

爱你

爱你到天崩地裂

爱你到海枯石烂

就是很爱你

::: 好累，好累喔 :::

2009-04-01T00:07:00.005+08:00

今天狗狗参加了公司举办的一个 Morale Event 在 Suntec City。

我们玩了很多游戏。从 3.30pm 玩到 6.00pm。

完好了游戏之后，就是我们吃饭的时间了。

我们走到了 Suntec 的另一端，吃饭的地点就在 NUSS　Ｇｕｉｌｄ　Ｈｏｕｓｅ。

在那里，狗狗吃了十只鸡翅膀，两片牛，两片羊肉，两片鱼柳，马铃薯沙拉，
两支虾和西式蘑菇汤。

吃的狗狗几多饱喔！

呵呵呵！

Puppy's Day Out

2009-03-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

12.15pm - 12.30pm :
Wake up and wash up

12.30pm - 1.00pm :
Go out and walk walk and have lunch.

1.00pm - 4.45pm:
Reach Bugis
Goes into BHG and bought 2(x)ist tee @ $56.00 (Usual Price: $70.00)
Goes into Kinokuniya and bought myself a comic worth $21.50

4.45pm - 5.00pm :
Walk from Bugis to CityHall

5.00pm - 5.30pm :
Window Shopping inside Raffles Shopping Centre

5.30pm - 5.50pm :
Walk from CityHall to UE Square to meet Frances & Tabby

5.50pm - 8.30pm :
Meet Frances & Tabby for dinner @ Minori Japanese Restaurant

8.30pm - 9.00pm :
Shopping for groceries in Cold Storage Supermarket in UE Square

9.00pm - 9.30pm :
Walk from UE Square to Clark Quay MRT Station

9.30pm - 10.00pm :
Took train and reach Potong Pasir MRT Station

10.00pm - 10.35pm :
Home Sweet Home
&
Update Blog

::: Walks of Life :::

2009-03-17T22:31:00.005+08:00

When you are walking on a curvy, uneven road.
You trip on a stone and you fall down...

Will you be able to stand up again and walk on?
Or will you wait for someone to help you up?

Life is just like an uneven road.
Everytime you walk, you might trip on a stone and fall flat on you face.

I have fallen alot of time and manage to get up on my feet on my own.
But this time round,
i don't wish to stand up.
I just want to sit at the spot that i have fall down.

Close my eyes and listen to the things surrounding me.
Its time for me to slow down my pace.

I have been walking too fast for the past 26 years of my life.

Its time to slow down my pace....

to

Listen & Feel

::: Dream :::

2009-03-15T15:57:00.003+08:00

For the pass few days...
I have not been sleeping well....
I keep having strange dream..
Dreams that will make me wake up in the middle of the night.
Breaking into sweat even though that my room is cold...

In my dream, i kept dreaming that i was being chase.
I was being chase by something...
I can't tell or describe what it is...
I was always be in this dark forestry area.
Everything is dark...

The only thing i can hear is the rustling of bushes.
The wolves howling..

I feel that death is coming upon me...

::: Strange Dream :::

2009-03-11T15:47:00.007+08:00

Few days ago, i have this very strange but adventureous dream.
I dreamt that i was in the era Qing Dynasty.
I was serving the Empress Dowager, Ci Xi
And i was a high ranking official, but young official in her court.
The title she gave me was:-
"Prince Han (汉亲王)"

One day, while we was having the daily court sesison.
Empress Dowager, Ci Xi, told us that the "八国联军 (8 countries)" is attacking.
The 8 countries, which consist of:-
England, France, Austria, Japan, Holland, Germany, America and Italy.
Is attacking us.

Then she told her loyal subject to prepare for war and i was to join in too.
I was like. Huh?! I didn't fight in a war before.
How can she send me to war?
But i don't dare to reject....
For the fear that whe will behead me for defiant of her order.
So i have no choice but to go to war.

On the day of war, i was given this purple war armor.
It have the picture of dragon and pheonix.
After i wore the armor, suddenly i have this feeling coming up my spine.
I don't know how to describe it, just that feeling is really un-natural.
After that, we set off to the war zone....

When i reach the war zone, the 1st enemy i saw was German Army.
When the war horn sounded, we charge towards them...
As you guys know, during Qing Dynasty.
The Qing soilder only have spear, gun powered rifle, and sword.
And the German Army have machine guns.
And obviously, most of the Qing soilders was gunned down before they can reach them.

While i was charging towards the German armies, i suddenly have a urge to raise my hand and point my hand towards the German soldiers.
My hand start to glow in purple light and then....
purple bolt of lightning came shooting out from my hand and zapping the German soliders.

The German soilders was so shock to see me shooting out lightning from my hand and they start screaming some german words that i don't know.
Next, they start shooting at me with their machine guns.

Then suddenly, i saw a vision in my mind. I saw some chinese words and i say it out..
There was this glow forming infront of me. And when the german soldiers start shooting at me, i thought that i'm going to be a dead meat but.... i was not hurt at all! Infact, the bullets from the machine guns was being block by some unseen forces. Then i reliease that i might cast a Force Shield.

When i as about to raise my hand and zap them with purple bolt of lightning...

I woke up from the dream....

::: Did i play to much DnD? Or does the dream have a meaning? :::

::: 回忆 :::

2009-03-06T11:56:00.008+08:00

２００２年，狗狗踏入了同志（Ｇａｙ）的圈子。
刚刚踏入的狗狗，想看看这圈子的生活是这么样的。
狗狗结交了很多朋友，很多干哥哥和干弟弟。
起初，狗狗是抱着好奇的心态来看看这个圈子的。
久了之后，狗狗渐渐的融入同志圈子。生活在这个圈子里。

年轻时的狗狗，每逢周末都会到Ｐｕｂ或Ｃｌｕｂ去逛逛。
狗狗常去的Ｃｌｕｂ / Ｐｕｂ：ＷａｔｅｒＢａｒ（关门大吉），Ｔａｂｏｏ，ＯＳＯＢａｒ（熊熊类），　ＷｈｙＮｏｔ（关门大吉）。每当狗狗进去时，其他的同志都会把狗狗从头看到脚。
狗狗就好像是一块肉，他们就好像巴刹里的阿嫂。看到好的肉就得买去。
另可杀错，不可放过。何况这些人八成都是在找一夜情的。呵呵呵。

２００９年了，我已经没到那些地方去了。
老了，狗狗真的老了。
狗狗没精力去搞这些东西了。

这些回忆。。
狗狗永远都不会忘记的。。。。。

::: 我的世界，My World :::

2009-03-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

I feel like dying........

I really do.....

::: Cursed Life :::

2009-02-26T21:41:00.004+08:00

When i got to know that my past life i always die for love. I was like... That the hell....

Perhaps that is my fate.... The fate that i will carry on for my eternal life. Until the day i decided to break off the chain, i will still continue and suffer outcome...

(Death)

People often don't believe in divination or tarot card reading.

But i do. I do believe in tarot card reading.

Reading our own fate is no fun. Especially when the answer is not you want or not what you wish for. But sometime the card are quite accurate, they will foresee what problem you will be facing in future but they won't provide you a solution to solve it.

To love a person is to provide him with the love and care you give him.

Did i gave him enough of that?

I don't really know....

All i know now.... Is that i'm shedding tear....

Depressive feeling overwhelm me...

I Cried

::: 早安,晨之美 - By 盧廣仲 :::

2009-02-20T11:53:00.001+08:00

Hehehehe.

For some strange reason, this song is very nice to hear when you wake up.

::: Lady Misses Her Flight :::

2009-02-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

For the next 3 mins or so.

You guys will be seeing a short clip.

Showing about a lady and her husband misses their flight.

And the lady when screaming and cursing.

I dunno whether to pity her or laugh her (>///<)

::: Irritating Buggers :::

2009-02-12T17:35:00.003+08:00

Oh My 天！

So frausting sia!

Those buggers really thing that we are operating 24hrs ah!

Send in stuffs every second.
(My colleagues would know who i'm refering to)

From 20, it jumps to 24.

From 24, it jumps to 30++

When i see their timing, its every second they send in sia!

No Life sia!
Those buggers!!!

::: 烈焰 :::

2009-02-10T16:07:00.002+08:00

烈焰。

正在燃烧着。

::: V-Day :::

2009-02-10T10:00:00.003+08:00

Picture By: VCL - Blotch

5 more days to V-Day.
Seems like the cupid is gonna be busy again.

Ladies will be preparing chocolate for the guy that she like.
Guys will be preparing flower and planning something nice for their girlfriend.

Me?
I have already prepare my gift for him ler.
Hope that he will like my gift wor.

::: 路 :::

2009-01-30T11:11:00.003+08:00

路。。。

::: Like You :::

2009-01-30T08:20:00.005+08:00

"If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and green

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves"

~Barry Louis Polisar

::: From: Blotch :::

::: 一秒的天堂 :::

2009-01-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

One Second of Heaven, sung by Fish Leong (梁靜茹).

I find it really really nice.

It has been around 4 months liao.

We have know each other for around 4 months liao....

This song... I like to dedicate to him.

To the one that i really LOVE.

---- arF! arF! ----

::: 金盆洗手，退出圈圈 :::

2009-01-20T12:14:00.006+08:00

Gay的圈子，是多么得可怕。
一个不小心，你就会掉进无底深渊。
一个不小心，你就会后悔一辈子。

我听过。我看过。

我开心过。我疯过。

我被伤害过。我被欺骗过。

我都经历过了。

累了。
真得好累了。。。

好想好想找到，
属于狗狗自己一个人的世界。

在那儿睡个懒觉。

好想找到，
属于狗狗自己的一个世界

躲在无忧无虑的世界里，
那该有多好啊。

我自己的世界。
狗狗的世界。

狗狗，
决定退出这个圈子了。

::: Life :::

2009-01-15T16:07:00.001+08:00

How i wish i can live a life like Crayon Shinchan.
Everyday go around and irritate people.
Hahaha

Life.....
Haiz.....

::: 新年快乐 :::

2009-01-14T09:51:00.003+08:00

再过过一个礼拜就是农历新年了。

在此，

狗狗祝各位，

新年快乐，万事如意。

步步高升，龙马精神。

--- 狗狗 ---

::: What Can I Do For You? :::

2009-01-11T11:05:00.001+08:00

Found that this song is quite nice.
This song is the Opening theme for a game called Final Fantasy X-2.
Hope you guys like it. ^^

::: 暴风雨的来临 :::

2009-01-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

过不久，会有一场暴风雨的来临。
狗狗会再次的面临危机。

可是，这次不是狗狗一个人面对。
而是有猫猫陪着我.
和我一起度过这难关。

过五关，斩六将。
猫猫，和狗狗一起杀敌去吧！！

::: 27th Birthday on 03/01/2009 :::

2009-01-04T18:39:00.003+08:00

Meow meow.
Thank you for celebrating my birthday with Puppy.
Puppy really really feel so happy wor.

Thank you for the trouble in making puppy gifts.
Puppy really really like it alot wor.

Thank You Meow Meow.

My beloved Meow Meow.

arF! arF!

::: It's Raining Man :::

2009-01-02T09:51:00.002+08:00

For some strange reason, when everytime i go out.
It will be a bright and sunny day.
Until i open my mouth and say:
"Wow! Look at the sky. Looks like going to rain soon."

The moment i finish the sentence...
The sky get dark.
Then come the wind..
And then comes the lightning and thunder.

Am i really so called the "Rain Man"?
Where i open my mouth and say a rain word.
It will start to rain?

Oh yah. Another thing.
Tomolo is my 27th B-day.
Another year older down the road to hell.

Hahahahahaha ^^

::: Year 2009 :::

2008-12-31T09:29:00.002+08:00

Hi guys. its the end of year 2008 ler.
Alot of things have happend on me and around the world.

Year 2009 is starting in last then a few hours.
I like to wish my friends.

A Happy New Year
and
World Peace!

::: 和世界面对面 :::

2008-12-30T09:40:00.002+08:00

当一个人陷入苦境是，
他们是这么样渡过的呢？

是你的话，你又会这么办呢的？

找回自己的纯真，
或许是个答案吧。

::: End of Fiscal Mth End :::

2008-12-26T20:12:00.005+08:00

Woot! Finally its the end of our company Fiscal mth.
Was really shag out by those licenses.
Didn't really have enough rest throught the whole week.

But one good thing is... I have extra money!
Yeah!!!
Coz we got compansate by the company for our hard work.
Hehehe!!

Can't wait to get the money sia!

::: Gift Exchange :::

2008-12-24T11:49:00.005+08:00

Hehehe.
Today we have a gift exchange party in my office.
Puppy exchange gift with my colleagues!
And i got a bear bear in return!
Woot!

This are my working colleague.
From Left - Right.
1st row: Amy, Marge, Jenna, Gio (Sitting)
2nd row: Jasmine, Elaine, Me, SiowPeng, Eamon

LoLx.

Wish you guys have a

Merry Christmas
&
A
Happy New Year!!

::: Expressing Myself :::

2008-12-21T11:26:00.004+08:00

Since young, i have problem expressing myself.

When people ask me:
"Do you have any question?"
"Do you understand?"

My answer to them:
"......."
"Orh. Okie Okie. Understood."

When i face with family problem...
My parents will become very aggressive in penalzing me.
They always like to compare me with my brothers and relatives.

I AM WHO I AM.

Why always compare?
Doesn't that know that, when they always do that.
It will really hurt my feeling...
Sometimes, it can be really depressing....

Again... I didn't express myself.
Why?
Because if i express myself,
They think that i'm retorting back to them, don't respect them.
So.....
I just keep quiet and let them verberally abuse me.
Afterall, i've gotten used to it ler...

Wrtting a blog helps me to relieve some of my agony.
Only from writing blog, i can totally express my feeling.

Talking is not a thing for me.
I don't talk much.

As i'm not a person who knows how to express myself....

::: Long Week Ahead :::

2008-12-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

Will be working from today (Saturday 20/12/2008)
to next week (Friday 26/12/2008).
Even X'mas Eve and X'mas i have to work...
Will be farking tiring sia.

::: Making Restitution :::

2008-12-18T20:03:00.007+08:00

Jikogu Shoujo:
"What is your wish?"

Puppy:
"......"

Jikogu Shoujo:
"If you enter into a contract with me,
the one you seek revenge upon shall be taken immediately to hell.

However....

If i deliver yout revenge, I must have you make restitution to me.

When one person is cursed, two graves are dug.

If you accept the contract, thy soul shall fall into the pit of hell.

Well, that's after you die."

Puppy:
"I don't mind going to hell..."

Jikogu Shoujo:
"Wanyuudou..."

Wanyuudou:
"Yes, Miss."

Jikogu Shoujo:
"Take It.

If you truely wish to eliminate your antagonist,
you must untie that red string.

If you remove the string, you shall offically
enter into a contract with me."

After taken the straw doll from Jikogu Shoujo....

I pull the red string...

And..

I heard something....

"I hear and deliver this vengeance."

From that day on.... My chest has the contract of Jikogu Shoujo.

::: How Do I Live Without You :::

2008-12-14T17:54:00.005+08:00

It's another rainy day.

I miss you dearly meow...

::: 我的圣诞节 :::

2008-12-12T17:37:00.010+08:00

今年的圣诞节，我会在公司渡过。
因为圣诞节的整个礼拜，使我们的部门Ｆｉｓｃａｌ　Ｍｏｎｔｈ　Ｅｎｄ。
所以就算是公共假期，我们都得回来上班。

ＯｈＭｙ天啊！
没天理啊！

夭寿啦！

Ｍｙ圣诞节！
就这样完蛋了！！

::: 向日葵 :::

2008-12-11T10:53:00.004+08:00

昨天，跟我的同事到Tiong Bahru Market吃午餐。
吃饱之后就到楼下的湿巴刹走走。
当我和我的同事走到了一间花店时，同事建议买些花朵回去摆在桌上。
同事们都选买玫瑰花，而我呢。
就卖了一朵向日葵。

我最喜欢得花就是向日葵。
应为它开得很灿烂。
当我看着它时，我的心情会变得很开心。

向日葵
真的好美丽喔。

::: 东窗事发 :::

2008-12-09T07:56:00.003+08:00

刚刚，猫猫跟我说他的两位姐姐都知道狗狗跟猫猫的关系了。

狗狗只想让猫猫的两位姐姐知道。
我和猫猫经历了很多波折与伤痛，
才能够在一起。

狗狗，在此，向猫猫的两位姐姐保证。
狗狗会好好的爱惜猫猫，会好好疼惜猫猫的。

狗狗不会让猫猫再次受到伤害。
狗狗只会给猫猫无限的爱。

::: Family Problems @ Home :::

2008-12-07T17:20:00.005+08:00

Recently, my bf is facing some family problems at his home.
He is the only boy at home and he has 2 sisters.
But her mum really dote on my bf.
My bf sisters never got jealous and also dote on him too.

But, there is a problem.....

His mum is really trying to control his life.
His mum is over protecting his only son.
Which result in....
That my bf have no chance to see the world.

Not that its not good to protect my bf.
But over protecting is not good...

“弟，妈不是要绑你，你知道的。
她只是很疼你，很担心你在外头发生事情。
刚才爸讲了些难听的话，所以她才激动，
哭了起来”

Translation:
"Brother, mum is not trying to control you.
You know it.
She really dotes on you,
afraid that bad things happend to you.
Just now dad said something which aggitate her.
So she cried...."

The above conversation was between him and his 2nd sister.

Sometime i wonder if our parents really love us?

Don't they want to see you to be independent.
And be sucessful in life?

How they want to control our life?

To protect us?

::: 失眠的一夜 :::

2008-12-05T06:08:00.006+08:00

在十一点多的时候，发了最后一个sms给猫猫就去睡了。
可是。。我一直躺在床上，翻来覆去。
怎样都睡不着。
什么原因，狗狗真的不知道喔。

在这漫长的夜里,躺在床上，
遥望着窗外那暗暗的夜晚。
有种莫名的感觉涌进心里。。
让狗狗感觉怪怪的。

要怎样形容呢，狗狗也没办法形容。
就是感觉怪怪的。

现在已经是凌晨六点了。
可是狗狗还没有睡觉的感觉。

夜，真的好静啊。

::: 汪财和招财中4D了 :::

2008-12-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

莫一天，狗狗跟猫猫一起出去逛逛街。
走到了NTUC，进去兜了一圈。
看到买TOTO和4D的奎台。
然后，我就问猫猫要不要买猫猫跟狗狗的岁数。
我们纯粹只是抱着好玩的心情去买的。
谁知道。。。

我们买的号码2126。。
开了入围。

我们中了$Xxx.xx。
你们猜猜看我们中了多少呢。
呵呵呵。。。

::: 阳光总在风雨后 ::::

2008-12-03T12:24:00.002+08:00

好久好久没有update我的部落格了。
最近发生了好多好多的事情，让狗狗措手不及。
让狗狗感到精疲力尽。
好想放弃所有的一切，跑到一个没有人能找到狗狗的地方。

可是，一切都过去了。

狗狗跟猫猫的故事，
经历了很多波折，经历了很多伤心，快乐的时光。

现在，

狗狗跟猫猫
会继续说我们的故事。

继续把我们的故事写在部落格里。

::: 下着雨的早晨 :::

2008-11-28T09:39:00.005+08:00

下着雨的早晨，让人是多么的伤感啊。
活到了这把年纪，我的人生还被我的父母控制。
我就像他们手里的棋子，任由他们摆布。
于是，我决定了。
我决定搬出来一个人住。
我决定来个先斩后奏。搬出去了再跟他们说。
可是，当他们知道后。
他（我爸爸）就对我说。。。。

“你看你，一个好好的家，给你搞到这样。
这样你开心啦！
整天都做这种东西，搞到我们都烦。“

这句话，是我的爸爸载我上班的时候对我说的。
当我听到这句话时，我那内心的痛。
是你们无法想象的。
痛。。
真的是好痛啊。。。

::: 一份真挚的爱 :::

2008-11-27T09:58:00.003+08:00

"曾经有一份真挚的感情放在我面前，
我没有珍惜，
等我失去后才后悔莫及。
人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。
如果上天能给我一个再来一次的机会，
我会对那个女孩子说三个字：
我爱你。
如果非要在这份爱上加上一个期限，
我希望是：
一万年。"

"为了你我放弃了我的身份，你知道的。

在那十一月份的时候，

我公布了我不是 str8 的事实，

也跟大家说了我爱你"

"为了你我可以牺牲很多，包括可能失去父母。

我不知道，我只觉得，能够和你在一起，

保护你，你保护我，我们生活愉快、幸福；

哪怕有一天沦落到两个人都要睡街边，

有你在身旁，我都愿意。"

"只要你开心，我就幸福。

我真的真的希望你可以开心度过每一天，

还有一个人在你身后支持你走下去。"

猫猫，狗狗想让你知道。
狗狗会用我一身的爱去保护你，爱惜你。
不会再让你受到委屈。

::: 搬家 :::

2008-11-21T15:50:00.003+08:00

昨天帮朋友搬家。
也帮他布置他的家具。
还帮他打扫房间。
害的狗狗一直打喷嚏。
狗狗的皮鼻子超敏感。
稍微有一点灰尘，狗狗就会马上打喷嚏。

好累好累喔。
当狗狗回到家时，已经是凌晨三点多了。

好想猫猫喔。。。

::: 下雨的一天 :::

2008-11-19T21:52:00.004+08:00

刚才跟猫猫一起到红山游泳池去抱一抱水。
猫猫真的好怕水喔，他不敢把正个放放近水里去。
猫猫真的很可爱喔。

好开心喔。
狗狗好幸福喔。

这首歌，点给猫猫听。
希望猫猫会喜欢喔。
爱你猫猫。

::: 让我带你走出去吧 :::

2008-11-19T08:38:00.002+08:00

“狂风暴雨的那天，我躲到屋檐下避雨雨过天晴后，

我却还站在屋檐下我不敢走出来，

我不敢走更远我怕走出来，

一时之间找不到避雨的地方被淋湿了，

那怎么办？

狗狗，你可以带我走出来吗？”

猫猫，不管下多大的雨。

不管太阳有多晒。

狗狗都会撑把伞，和猫猫一起走出去。

狗狗，不会在让猫猫自己一个人避雨了。

::: 累累的狗狗 :::

2008-11-19T08:11:00.003+08:00

好想个睡觉喔。

昨晚一直在床上翻来覆去，就是睡不着。

看了看手提电话，已经是凌晨两点多了。

可是，狗狗就是睡不着。

好悃啊。。

好想睡觉喔。。。

::: 给猫猫的朋友 :::

2008-11-18T20:42:00.004+08:00

给猫猫的朋友。
谢谢你们一路来对猫猫的照顾与关怀。

是你们让我这只没用的狗狗醒过来。

让我这只字自私自利的狗狗从错误中醒过来。

各位朋友们，我再此发誓。

我绝不会再让猫猫在伤心，

决不许会在让猫猫受到任何委屈。

请你们相信狗狗多一次。

狗狗会带给猫猫幸福的。。。

::: Old Blog Is Gone :::

2008-11-18T19:57:00.002+08:00

Was trying to post something on my blog when i accidently press del button.

There's goes all my old blogs liao.

All the things i have wrote is all now gone.

Now i have to re-write again.